Unseen (Latest WIP)

 

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Grace Thompson has had her life turned upside down in a blink of an eye. That morning started out like any other morning, her mom once again getting on her case about school and her failing grades. "I hate you" being the last words she uttered before her moms car was hit. 

The impact knocking Grace out and killing her mom instantly. No time for good byes or apologies. Her life and the one person she loved most now gone and with that so was her eyesight. Darkness now a part of her and the unseen a mystery she will never be able to shake.

Seven years later Grace makes her way into the workforce and still has a lot to prove as she faces new challenges and the unexpected feelings she seems to be developing for her boss, Maxwell Parker that she must fight at all cost. Can she, or will she give into the desires she so desperately wants to succumb to?

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Working from Home

Since the pandemic many of us have been working from home and let me just say I now totally love my commute. Hop out of bed, take a shower, get back into your pj's and walk down stairs to the dining room to log in while your coffee brews in the next room. Time 20 minutes if not less, taking a whopping hour and twenty minutes from my normal commute on a bus to an office in midtown Manhattan.

The first two weeks took some getting used to but now it is all great, minus the fact I hate having to comb my hair. Hence, most days I just push it back and hope it will maintain. Now we are on fourth week, hubby keeps looking at me strangely as he walks by and the son glances at my hair, nods and keeps it moving. This of course triggers me to look in the mirror, where I am stunned at the image I see and am now afraid to even tackle the issue.

I have knots, I can't go to a salon so therefore I must resort to doing the unthinkable and give myself a wash and set before I scare those I'm in quarantine with and end up alone. I come to now understand how so many can get used to not taking care of the stuff you would normally do if you were still going to an office or school. Today I decided to break the chain. I will now look forward to visual drink night with the girls on Friday's. Who cares if we have no place to go but the dining room, kitchen or livingroom. We can still live our best life, even if quarantined. I will post pics and feedback of our first visual Friday this week.

What are your quarantine stories? Lets share. 


All rights reserved~ Susan B. Anna

True Colors Behind Top Ladies in the White House

Sarah Huckabee Sanders

Sarah Huckabee Sanders is once again under attack, but then again, so is every top female player in the White House since Rob Porters resignation following past domestic violence complaints brought to light by two of his ex-wives.

     Some cannot be surprised! These women have a job to protect and no I am in no way their advocate as I hate all things about our present government status and those who support it. Sarah Huckabee Sanders is just a pawn caught up in the web of a scrupulous, male chauvinist, egotistical; moron we call number 45 because labeling him as our President is just too nauseating.

Rob Porter is just another person within their ranks that ultimately got caught, but he surely will not be the last. Politicians have gotten away with sexual harassment and or adulterous relationships for centuries. Their dirty laundry was just kept under wraps till after their deaths or the victims felt they couldn’t come forward as no one would believe them.

Colbie Holderness

     Today sexual harassment, domestic violence and lack of support is making headlines, and no one is safe. Ivanka Trump, “senior adviser,” reportedly showed Trump a picture of Colbie Holderness, Porters first wife with a black eye, but has not publicly come out in defense of the victims. A self-proclaimed feminist who advocates for women she is certainly not. It is evident who her loyalty is to and that is her father. Anyone who sweeps this under the rug so blatantly should not be deemed worthy of respect or admiration.  

     Domestic Violence has been an ongoing issue for decades. I grew up in a household of abuse and witnessed first-hand what my step dad made my mother endure during their years together. As Holderness expressed in her op-ed. Domestic Violence is something no one can detect. Relationships begin nicely, and the abuse gradually begins, verbally at first, then progresses to physical abuse. To me this issue is very serious and must be addressed. Porter resigned, but President Trump still wished him the best in his career. It is evident he didn't care about the victim as he repeatedly said "he wished him well in his future endeavors." 

     We know where the latest has taken us, and we know the Republican lackies stance. They will make excuses to just about anything with a straight face or a smirk. I am glad we have journalists such as Margaret Sullivan in their faces. They need to remain on their toes, so I hope to God the press doesn’t back down. Let them continue to make fools of themselves as the voters learn the truth. Every woman in the White House should be disappointed in themselves for supporting this. Most of you have children, and they should learn that abuse is never tolerated.

Porter (center) with Gary Cohn & Ivanka Trump. Chip Somodeville/Getty

     The cycle once woven sadly continues. My sister fell into it, the relationship lasted two years before she broke free, but the damage remained. She is to date incapable of demonstrating love, and with this her daughter, now thirty-four has also fallen prey to being abused. Her abuser has even come as far as hitting her in front of her children and telling them “he is hitting their mom because she needs to be disciplined.” Her children as well as my niece are now in need of therapy and homeless because being homeless was her only way to break free. They were not married, and NYC shelters will not let you obtain a room as a family unit if you aren’t married or provide them with domestic partnership documentation. Believe it or not she contemplated obtaining such document with his coaching, but she finally did the right thing, fought against giving in and they finally parted ways.

     As she now struggles to get her life back in track, her three children have no stability and she is now also pregnant with her fourth. The child of course, the abusers. I normally do not share such personal circumstances as a writer, but this weeks resent press focus touched a nerve. All abusers should be mandated jail time. Today, pictures say a thousand words, and abusers should be sentenced with one month for each year of abuse if not one year. Preferably the latter.

     Attached below are links of definite interest. Colbie Holderness, I commend you for coming forward. I wish you comfort and strength as you continue to make yourself whole; and Margaret Sullivan, you are so desperately needed, so never back down.

Colbie Holderness

Margaret Sullivan~Columnist

All rights reserved~ Susan B. Anna

Valentine's Day

As Valentine's Day approaches the stores are filled with an abundance of gifts, cards and teddy bears for the occasion and restaurants are gearing up for one of the busiest date nights of the year. I have always loved the holiday and couldn't help waiting for that box of Russell Stover assorted chocolates or flowers. As I got older however, I appreciated receiving jewelry or something that can be utilized for many years ahead.

I'm not one to be classified as materialistic so don't mind a trinket here and there that would not hurt ones budget but surely brings a smile to my face. My mate, now asks me to choose my desired gift and I just simply send him a link or pic of the item I want. This way we are both happy and no one can complain. His advise is to do the same and of course it works for us both.

Need some nice ideas or suggestions than visit the link below. 

The Bradford Exchange 

Domestic Violence

We all hear the stories and some of us have lived it. Falling prey to someones abuse, whether verbal or physical can be difficult. One can find themselves trapped and see no way out so they stay, and some find the courage to pick up and leave. Those that escaped however, are far from free. They forever look over their shoulder and fear they may run into their abuser. It isn't easy to totally break free, the scars remain and the nightmares continue.

Abusers instill fear, they belittle, threaten and beat their mate and later apologize and make excuses to why the abuse was warranted. No one deserves to live in fear of someone they once loved and trusted. Break free, if you do, and even more so if you have children. Think about their future and don't let them grow up thinking this behavior is normal.

If you are being abused, don't stick around. Nothing you do or say will change one who chooses to verbally or physically hurt you. Please seek help and do so as soon as you can. The following links are added to help you accomplish just that. You can do it... 

Safe Horizon   

The National Domestic Violence Hotline 

Finding Patience When Needed Most.

and waiting, and waiting and waiting. 

"Gotta have plenty of patience at day job indeed. I can go on but I refuse to fall into the negativity and doubt so many have already succumbed to. Time to wake up, make some flat out changes and forget about the strays. Oh, how great it is to unleash the Beast..."   


~Susan B. Anna 

Counting my Blessings

Well it certainly has been a while since I've logged in and updated by Blog. Neglecting my passion once again but certainly not in vain, I have been very busy with day job, writing and creating website and Instagram for my local union and have also been bumped up to Treasurer when one elected decided to step down.

As a union officer I have learned a lot about how a union should run and hope that some day ours can come out on top with high member participation, strength and growth. In the interim, I have also been working on my WIP and hope to have final edits completed for submission this year.

Yes, I said, this year. I have waited long enough, worked on each of my novels and am finally ready to take that plunge. Research on publishers have long since been established and I am definitely psyched. To prepare myself and those who have anxiously waited, supported and pushed me I intend to write daily, even if just a rant and will also share my other projects with you as well. Below is link to union website, take a look and please if can share your thoughts.

Thank you and stay tuned for more...


~Susan B. Anna


BFSA Website

Great Kid Quote

If only a kids perceptions can truly be a motivational tool for some.  Hard to be happy at a company if you don't feel appreciated nor even recognized as an asset. ~Susan B. Anna

Day Job Madness

Being employed at the same company/organization for more than fifteen years can become very mundane.  One can easily find themselves loathing said job and not due to the job itself but the people who can make your job a living hell from coworkers to management who simply put could not comprehend your job at all but can easily dictate and or add on to your already hectic duties.

I, for one love what I do and do it with pride but have found myself lately trying to figure out why I even bother.  No one appreciates your work, or even recognizes your worth but then expect you to take everything they toss at you in stride with little complaints and without the proper training. Being grateful to have a job these days comes with a price. Your peace of mind and very little pay but then you must still be grateful.  

You sit idly by as others get hired for positions suited for you, with basically no knowledge of how the company runs and they again pile on the workload while others are even approved for overtime and you scurry through a day trying to resolve all issues tossed your way in a seven hour shift. I am just about done being a mat. I would prefer to be home doing something I truly love a hell of a lot more but we need to pay bills.

I would like to say my goal of being a success with my writing career is close but I can't.  This is a time consuming process and I am just at the beginning stages of it but hope to be where I need to be soon. Nothing would make my life fully complete until it is and I can then say the words I've been wanting to say to my day job heads for the past three years.  At this point, I would keep that phrase to self as there are some spies among us and one can never be too careful but my day will soon come so till then, peace...


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Trump Presidential Candidate 2016

When they say a picture says a thousand words, this one is totally on point.  I am not into politics but the possibility of this man becoming our next president surely scares me and it should you too if you took the time to research him and or follow him on social media you know the reason why.

The man is undoubtedly an egotistical moron and God help us all if he becomes our next President. The following link demonstrates my many reasons for not being fooled into thinking he is the next best thing, This country is in shambles as is and having someone like this in office will certainly make things a lot worse.

This of course is my opinion and I do not want this to turn ugly so lets just be the adults we are, share your opinion if you'd like and feel free to not hold back.  All I ask is that you keep it respectful. Thank you,


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~Susan B. Anna

To Live & Love Again Excerpt

The following is an excerpt published in Hub pages for one of my current WIP's.  I have expressed to many how I have a habit of starting one and then jumping onto another once a new idea pops to mind. As a writer that is great as the stories continue to flourish but staying on track and finally completing one has been my downfall since the start.

This one I particularly started writing in 2009 and I lost about five chapters worth of it when the flash drive I stored it in was mysteriously wiped out.  Thankfully I was able to recover it and start anew but in between I have ventured into book review writing and taking minutes at day jobs union delegate meetings so having the time to fulfill all and finally submit for publishing has eluded me.

I am hoping to break that barrier this year, well actually scratch that, I intend to,  My name certainly deserves to be featured as an author to an actual full fledged novel and grateful for the opportunity.


To Live & Love Again (Excerpt)


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RIP Anderson (Andy) Nunez

Rosa Sanchez and Anderson Nunez

Today is a tough day as I recall and reflect on the person who could've been celebrating his 41st birthday as opposed to simply being remembered.  Anderson Nunez was viciously murdered along with his live in girlfriend two days after Christmas 2015 by none other than her 15 year old daughter, Destiny Garcia.  Both lives savagely taken and mourned by two families that will never, ever be the same again.

What can possibly cause a teenage girl to brutally murder her own parent and take another innocent life in the process is baffling, the truth and reasoning behind it only truly known by the teen murderess that easily manipulated everyone in her family. The bodies left to rot as she continued to live amongst  them partying and living her life as if nothing had occurred and the lies she spewed to try and justify it.

The teen, Destiny Garcia lied to her family members about having a fight with her mom and her leaving the apartment to get away from it all and allow things to die down.  After a few days a cousin became suspicious because it wasn't the norm for the mom to go without calling. Rosie Sanchez of course couldn't make that call to check on her daughter  and will never be able to do so again. She and her boyfriend Anderson Nunez were both brutally murdered, shot and stabbed and left in their Brooklyn apartment to decay as Destiny partied on and even celebrated the New Year in Times Square.

Destiny first told the police that Anderson was raping her and her mom did nothing to protect her and then upon being interviewed again she changed up her story and said it was her mom who was abusing her and her step dad did nothing.  Both stories of course false, two lives taken and one life spending  two consecutive sentences behind bars for both murders and possession of a hand gun.  

I want to take this time to wish Anderson (Andy) Nunez a happy birthday, 2/29/16. He was a wonderful caring man who enjoyed life to the fullest and loved his family and friends deeply. The time we shared will forever be treasured. RIP today and always. 

Brooklyn Teen Confesses to Murder

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Quotes

Finding Me

Well, I guess I've been neglectful once more and for that I do apologize.  Day job, personal life and of course my writing has kept me pretty busy. Today was a good day, I was able to have lunch with my ex manager and chat with him a bit about my WIP, all three to be exact and then I remembered how can anyone possibly keep up with what I am up to if I don't take advantage of every available resource that will enable my name to get out a bit more, and my work viewed.  The issue I have is sharing and receiving very little to no feedback to what I may write about.

I have three major titles in progress, one I have shared a piece of here and two others I had basically completed, edited a bit and restructured multiple times. The story concept for each is by far interesting, enticing and very much filled with drama, and all of course have some hot steamy romance involved. I will soon add a few teasers to introduce you to all as soon as I can, but in the interim I will also be posting stuff of interest, daily motivations and positive encouragement for anyone who may be interested.

I also want to launch a contest this Spring or Summer where one lucky person can have a chance to showcase their work and win a cool prize. Details will be posted soon as well so let your friends know, join as a follower and feel free to comment whenever you see fit.  Thanks for dropping in and stay well and blessed!

Susan B. Anna

Man Killed by bus at Port Authority

I have been waiting to release this as I wanted it to be as accurate as possible and find a news piece suitable enough to possibly come close but the same keeps getting published, and I feel it is time to finally set the record straight. A man, Samuel Rodriguez, from Garrison NJ was killed due to being struck by a NJ Transit bus in the 3rd level of Port Authority on March 26, 2015 at approximately 5 pm.

At least this is the story most NYC papers are reporting, but the sad thing is that it is partly true.  The man was not struck by one but two NJ Transit buses as the first left the scene and the second which was right behind the first was the one that actually remained at the site according to a third bus driver that witnessed the entire ordeal and was in such shock he had to be pulled off his run. 

It is sad that a man had to lose his life this way and my heart and prayers go out to his family as they deal with the grief of losing a loved one in such a manner.  What pains me more is the fact they will only hear that this was an accident, and maybe it was but its one that could've been avoided if the NJ transit drivers and signalers paid extra attention.

This company is notorious for having multiple buses run consecutively behind each other and cutting others such as Coach USA off in order to do so.  As a passenger of Shortline for many years I have witnessed many events where NJ drivers risk the lives of their passengers by either cutting others off on a busy highway or other buses in the Port Authority and on the road.  They believe to be exempt to the laws and with good reason as they do not have to worry about any traffic infractions in New York City and so therefore why care to follow the rules or even be courteous.

Commuters have to be very careful, especially when riding NJ transit since their pick ups and drop offs are in between gates that are definitely at risk of having one get hit by a bus or car if being dropped off on the 4th fl level.  The dispatchers and other workers responsible of ensuring ones safety are not always diligent as this case proves and some restructuring certainly needs to be considered to prevent any further incidents.  

My deepest condolences go out to Mr. Rodriguez's family and those he held dear.  

Attached is a link to one of the latest published accounts of this tragic incident.  

Copyright © 2015~Susan B. Anna

Always a Writer, Always a Tale 

Man Killed

Shortline USA Commuter Hell

As a commuter for most of my adult life in NYC I know the set backs that can ruin ones morning or evening commute all too well, and can even excuse a few circumstances that have caused me to be either late to work or even an important appointment, but when I moved Upstate and away from NYC transit I somewhat expected a lot more for my money yet basically got the short end of the stick once more. 



Coach Shortline a privately owned company is simply the worse when it comes to ensuring their passengers get to and from work with little to no hassle whatsoever, and what makes them worse is the fact they cannot get it together to make sure their drivers do not make ones commute a lot harder by calling out at the last minute and dispatch taking an hour to get one to take over ones shift.

As we all know this winter has hit many of us really bad.  Treacherous snow storms after another has gotten everyone down and many of us are simply done.  I can understand that one can wake up under the weather but the fact that it takes this company so long to find a replacement can truly be a nuisance, especially when you are standing outside in slush, ice and single digit weather.  We pay a lot of money monthly, in my case, exactly $285 a month for shady service, lack of concern or sympathy for their passengers and sometimes rude drivers who get upset when one questions their arrival when late.

Today, we waited an hour for a bus and one didn't show up until almost 8 am.  I start work at 8:30 am and did not arrive to work on time of course because not one, but three drivers called out at the last minute and a replacement was not put on run until the calls started flooding the Chester location.  This is not only uncalled for but very bad business.  Coach Shortline USA must get a better handle on things and one of the main things they need to focus on is having a backup replacement already there just in case. 

Passengers should not be left on the side of the road during rain, snow and sleet for longer than necessary.  This winter has been harsh on us all but these latest Shortline practices and lack of thereof will not be tolerated, and definitely must cease.  Therefore, a link to this post will be shared with Coach USA President, George Greaves and anyone else who's email I can get a hold of so they can finally start taking the passengers along Route 17M in Monroe, Harrriman, Tuxedo and Sloatsburg seriously. 

After nine years and a truly horrendous winter it is totally about time.  Whether they do something or not I have no idea but the passengers you left stranded for over an hour while your dispatcher first lied and said bus was running yet never showed are no longer going to stand by and let this nonsense continue. We are all putting together a petition and will be sending it to as many people within your organization and that of the BBB and Attorney General until we become a priority and not just a figure.




~Susan B. Anna 

The Quest

One thing I have learned these past few months is that letting go and finding peace within is a wonderful thing and can be accomplished. Obstacles and individuals cannot be allowed to run ones life and living each day as if its your last is its own reward.

No one in life is exempt from life's hardships, let downs or failures; but they can all be overcome and conquered if you simply never give up.  We all have something in life we want, desire and even lust for and guess what we can have it all with a little perseverance and a lot of determination to succeed.

NJ Turnpike

I for one have lost my focus, drive and motivation along the way but each time I bounce back and push forward.  Nothing or no one will be allowed to keep me back, my moment is now, my life begins all over again and my success will soon let the doubters see I wasn't kidding.  My faith has grown anew, and I shall never let it falter.

Surrounding myself with positive influences, artists, writers and entrepreneurs has awoken a desire in me to follow my craft through fruition and accomplish my goal of becoming a best selling author.  I thank those who have recently shared their successes with me and welcome all that join me in my quest to succeed in this fast paced and overwhelming world.






~Susan B Anna
Always a Writer, Always a Tale


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Happy Independence Day

Independence Day, commonly known as the Fourth of July, is a federal holiday in the United States of America commemorating the adoption of the Declaration of Independence on July 4, 1776, declaring independence from the Kingdom of Great Britain.




Independence day is a national holiday marked by patriotic displays. Families use this day to gather together and have picnics or BBQ’s. Fireworks shows are held in many states and some say Summer doesn’t truly begin until the 4th of July.


I have always enjoyed celebrating Independence day, and as an adult especially for having the day off and possibly enjoying it at the pool or beach with friends and family. Today this 4th of July may be dreary as we’ve had nothing but rain for the past few days and our fireworks show will be postponed till tomorrow, July 5th, but rainyor not we will still take the time to enjoy the day for what it truly means, maybe make some indoor smores and cook up a few burgers, pop in a few good movies, or make it a family game day. The day will not be wasted and the festivities shall continue throughout the weekend.

Happy 4th of July, may it be special no matter what the weather may bring you. 

People Magazine's Designated Sizzling Hollywood Bachelor

People Magazine has just named their top Hollywood bachelor to be none other than Joe Manganiello and why not, the man exudes sexiness and is the best featured eye candy on “True Blood,” who will be airing their final season this Summer, and disappointing many happy, and unhappily married women nationwide.

Joe Manganiello

Joe has worked alongside Channing Tatum in “Magic Mike,” where even there he left many women panting and anticipating a lot more.  He has captivated women and yes I'll even say men alike and can you even question why. He is a remarkable specimen of a man. True Blood may be ending this year but lucky for us he is working on the sequel to Magic Mike and I am sure that we will get to see a lot more of him in the future as well.  

After all who would be stupid enough to even consider passing up on such a talented and well proportioned hunk as Joe, but most importantly why is he even single.   Either he is just too picky or hasn’t touched based with just the right woman.  Hopefully it’s the latter but then again I don’t care. He can be as picky as he wants, enjoy life as much as possible and when the right one comes along you will surely know.

I for one wasn't surprised he would be chosen, People magazine knows how to pick em and I definitely will be adding this upcoming issue to my personal collection. 

The following are Joe's precise words on behalf of what he likes in a woman and I have attached a link below that will give you just a little more so don't forget to click.  ;)  

"I'm big into smell," he says. "Its funny I got cast as a werewolf. There's something about the smell on that part of a woman's neck where it meets the jaw, ahhhh! It's heaven." ~Joe Manganiello



Music to my ears… and only makes me wanna drool some more.



What do you think, has People magazine nailed it this year and what is your favorite Joe “Alcide” Manganiello moment? Mine was the sex scene between him and the female werewolf he tossed on the bed from the other side of the room and ravished after pouncing on her. Truly a very hot scene and now can’t wait to get my True Blood box set once all past seasons becomes available.

Copyright (c) 2014 ~Susan B. Anna 

Always a Writer, Always a Tale



Hottest Bachelor Courtesy of People Magazine

Happy Father's Day

Father’s day always brings a smile to my face as I think of my father and all he has provided all of his children with unconditionally.  The love, support and pride in which he portrays every single day, especially on special occasions such as a holiday or our birthday’s has always been a constant, and for that we shall always be grateful for being so lucky.

Our father has taught us how to stand on our own two feet, depend on ourselves, and most of all; to always hold our heads up high.  He has always believed in our abilities and potential to shine and has always motivated us to do and be our very best.  Father’s such as these are truly hard to come by and it takes a very special man and father to be a wonderful dad. 

As far as dad’s go I have been very blessed and this extends to my best friend and husband who has also demonstrated what fatherhood and friendship is truly about.  He has been an absolutely outstanding father and support system for our son and I am so very happy I chose wisely.  It isn’t easy to be a provider and a father these days.  Trying to make ends meet and staying on top of things can be difficult but these two men make it seem flawless. 

I want them both to know how much of a blessing they are and how grateful I truly am to have such fantastic role models in my life and that of my son’s.  Happy Father’s Day to my exceptional men!  May you always know how deeply loved and admired you truly are and may God continue to bless you and all other wonderful dad’s alike.  

Copyright (c) 2014 ~ Susan B. Anna